So today I decided that I must begin my blog. There are many things that I find valuable and worth sharing. Some people might disagree but they are entitled to that opinion.
2003 was somewhat dissappointing. Failed classes, Muffin (My Shih-Tzu) passed away... I know there are many more things, but I've decided to forget them and move forward. Of course good things happend too. I got my new minivan, my best friend got married (I was his best man), their son, Austin Edward William was born and I got to see my uncle and aunt from BC that I hadn't seen and had a really decent visit with for... over a decade I think. Those were good times, but overall I was not content with very many things in 2003.
Then, shortly into the new year, I received a message from a personal ad on cupid.com. My life has done a "180" & I am happier and more content than I have been in a long time. I met a young woman. A young woman who makes me smile, laugh and feel calmer than I have ever been.
We met 24 days ago, have gotten together four times since our first chat and each time the next meeting seems too far away. She can hold the best, open, truthful, interesting funny conversations. I realized that my Christian life needed a boost, a new direction. Her faith has strengthened my faith and relationship with God. Finally, after years of excuses and attempted rationalization for not going, I went to church with her. It was great. I have not felt contentment like this for some time. My smoking is going to be ancient history by tomorrow & I know that it is going to feel better than when I quit drinking. I can only say that I feel like a better person each time we talk and get together. I met her parents and her sister last night at the steak night. I was nervous but soon found out that they are very great people.
It may be cold outside, but the glow from my silly grin, that is still going strong from last night's events, could melt the ice caps. 2004 is going to be great! Stay tuned for further updates as they develop! :)
